When will COVID -19 END ?

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Life has been different since the out break of corona virus . People who once dreamt of being at home for a long time to spend with their kids are having major problems coz trust me I’ve already heard a lot of complaints during quarantine . people who once said I don’t have the time to give to my partner they are now wanting a divorce . I mean where are we heading ? towards a blissful future or Towards a horrifying tomorrow ? Because Socrates once said ,

The answer your are looking for outside lies within yourself . All you have to do is know thyself !

SOCRATES ( D. 399 B.C )

NO one knows when this will end ! or perhaps it will not end !! Either way it is terrifying unless we master our inner self . All you have to do is remove the anxiety , be aware of your soul , meditate and try to converse with your inner being . The peace will surely come to you . Radiate love , I know it’s difficult at first but then you will start getting more and more happy and productive at the same time . Try utilize your time like that . Well ! I am not giving you lecture or something but telling you what is my experience is . Because if it works for me , it could for you ! BLESS YOU ALL !

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Once in the night full of stars,
musing o'er the beauty it contained .
Underneath my body there's my buddy , 
who went lost in the past memoirs .
Some good , some rough and some strained 
I wonder why negativity overpowers ourselves more effectively , 
rather than god's miraculous power . 
Sometimes I wonder how it feels to be a superstar ,
to be someone's idol ,
the one that can never be refrained .
And then a little voice came crashing inside me , 
"Thee moron , wherefore doubteth thy powers ,
at which hour everything yond is required 
is given to thee ; Just waketh up &
believe yourself is all thee needeth ."
The realization to the words were instant ,
as though it was said by some Shakespeare brilliant . 
Thus this all I needed to know ,
believe in your powers &
Good luck will instantly follow .
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My Quarantine Thoughts

Sitting in my home , watching the sunset 
then I realized the task I've given was so mundane 
Every talisman , every astrologer that I met 
told me to stay at home coz all your efforts for freedom would be in vein .
Take a chill pill and bring your mind to reset ,
coz for every situation you have set complaint  .
What's happening let it be and clear all your past debt .
I don't have power to let your issues entertain ,
you have what it needs to be successful then why to fret ?
now, close your eyes and better go to bed 
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Oft I smile when I see people thinkin’

about others’ wrong deeds .

something which they think , they really can’t begin

but whether consciously or not , they also becomes the part of the sin …

What sin you shall be ponderin’

these are deeds which aren’t separable with creeds ,

Hindu , Muslim , Christian or Sikh all are one

Can’t you see , the God pleads…

Again someone said , “We are different , and belongs to different cultures why are you ignoring?”

“Oh! I see , the grin is too deep ” said the god concerning .

For humanity is losing its faith , and

circumstances are too drastic .

They can’t see what I see


Dear Amara

I have seen many people around me who’re always unhappy for their situation . Let me clear it with an example , Let us suppose any person ‘A’ , is a student and do nothing except roaming aimlessly , bunking classes and then there is another person ‘B’ , who is working and earning a six figure salary and is unhappy . Now , I know most of the people will say that person ‘B’ is lucky , earning a six figure salary and what do he need more ?! But .. But my dear , that’s where you’re wrong . At some point He met person ‘A’ and starts thinking and comparing himself with him like ” He is a student , and has a option to pursue his dreams ….” etc …etc… While person ‘A’ starts comparing himself with person ‘B’ . A funny situation but at the same time TRUE .

The only similarity between these two are that they both think that they don’t have time and that’s what is the definition of Aimless Wondering . Now as you have understand a little bit about the story , I’ll tell you , what happened that moved me to write this post ! I won’t reveal the exact name , so in this story let us suppose her name to be ‘Amara’

I was in 8th class , when I first met Amara . I do remember her as the round face , short height ( approximately 5 feet , coz she was shorter than me somehow) and a wheat-ish complexion but one thing I disliked about her appearance was her pierced nose . Obviously , in rural backgrounds it’s common but it never suited her according to me . Her life was a terrible tragedy . She wasn’t treated well in her family , because she was adopted . Actually , when she was juvenile , her father ( so called) adopted her from his elder brother as he wasn’t getting any kids . But after 4 years of her adoption , his wife had a child then two years later another . So , Amara was completely neglected and even now treated as servant by her foster mother . When her biological parents tried to get her back , they denied . So , that’s how her life was been . Its like that when need is over who you are to me ?

By the way , we all are here just because of Destiny and her destiny , only god knows . When we were in 11th class , she had dreamed of becoming a historian but ended up with me in 11th medical . Her foster Dad was an Army person . He was on duty most of the times on border and the only reason she was with them was that he loved Amara , like his real daughter unlike his wife . His dream was to see her becoming a world class surgeon . She agreed in order to see his dad happy but the burden was killing her day by day . One thing she used to mention me was that , ” Pari , I know one thing , if I became a doctor , he would be happy and i want to see him happy” she said with lot of enthusiasm but as the time passed by dialogue remained the same but her excitement decreased . After 12th class , she went to Delhi for MBBS coaching in Akash Institute . There she struggled to fulfill her father’s dream and whenever she called me she tried to compare her life with my life that I got my book published , I am pursuing my dreams but her dream was forbidden . It irritated me a lot , and I started getting her negative vibes . I tried to motivate her but her mind wasn’t ready to accept her current situation and work on it . Soon , I got a news that she was found dead in her hostel room by drug overdose , while her room mate was on vacation to her home . It is still a shock to me that she used to do drugs . She once said she wanted to become a famous person . She indeed remained in the headlines for weeks , but the cause was her suicide ….

I am sharing with all of you the letter which I wrote her when she was probably sane .. ..


Life is the most precious gift . I have heard it somewhere that ‘ don’t compare your chapter 1 with anyone’s chapter 20 but Amara not everybody’s chapter 1 is same . As all five fingers of your hand are not the same , so as everyone’s destiny . Sometimes God tests you , punishes you as well for your negative behaviour and for most all tests that if the soul is ready to receive abundance or not ! God never puts you in a situation in which your life will be spoiled . Sometimes you are just on a different path but journey is same. Don’t be upset as results are not visible above the surface but god is working in a way you will be shocked in future . Its the duty of negativity to bring our positive vibration down but Its our duty to face it with enthusiasm and say to the devils who want to bring us down that ” You can’t win Devil . I believe in god and come what may in the way , I know I’m getting what I desired all the way!” .

Have faith , you know even Colonel Sanders completed his dream at the age of 65 and now KFC is a brand . There is no need to compare their wealth with yours . You have to take motivation from them that if they can , I can , no matter come what may! But only to achieve your pure bliss ….




Life is short , Lets LIVE

I was wondering that if you only have 1 day to live , what will you do ? In my case i would spend half of the day writing and recording most of the wisdom or knowledge that i acquired throughout my life and rest will spend with my beloved people . Well ! now I am going to tell you a story which moved me and made me cry for almost 3 days continuously !

I learned a secret from my great grand mother during my childhood that “you can never please everyone . there will be people who will try to nullify your confidence , your faith in god and that’s where your test will begin . God will test you , make you suffer ( only for Good) but not for so long . by the time you will be like a diamond , results of your efforts will appear” . But since the beginning she wasn’t that type of tolerable lady ….

During 1947 partition of India , she found out real meaning of life , which perhaps our generation is getting amid COVID-19 . By the time , partition was announced she was living with her husband and kids in Patna . And at about Midnight , she heard people crying and yelling ‘HELP’ . She got scared , she knew that partition was going to happen but with that violence she never thought . My great grand father knew this violence was going to happen . She panicked at first but her husband calmed her down and suddenly someone started knocking their door furiously . This made the condition worse . She muffled her voice with her hand and of her baby boy as well . My great grand father took a deep breath and with chanting ‘ Ram Ram’ opened the door a little . It was Nadeem , his best friend . ” brother , don’t worry , just take bhabhi g and munna to our house , hurry they are about to burn your house” he said . He placed his hand on his shoulder and said , ” Trust me brother , we are together for years and my allah don’t give permission to kill innocents” . My great grand father had no choice but to trust him and he left rest to god . They rushed to Nadeem’s house where his wife was doing arrangements in order to hide them . for two days they were hidden in the store room and then something unexpected happened . A huge crowd was killing people incessantly . Then Nadeem’s house was also became victim to such violence . As my grand father heard that he went outside to calm those 5 people who invaded Nadeem’s house but it was too late . One man slit the throat of Nadeem in front of him leaving a splash of his blood on his face and a deep wound in his heart . Same happened with his wife as well and his 15 year old son . Suddenly past memories started playing in front of his eyes that how he befriended Nadeem and they were brothers from different mothers and the celebration of friendship . When they were about to harm him , suddenly my great grand mother rushed to them , and convinced them to leave him . They left and one of the man handed pistil in his hand as to save his family , while he was still in shock . He hugged her and said , ” This is not about hindu or muslim . they are not either . they are devils in human form” and he cried . She never saw her husband crying and she couldn’t resist her tears as well .

Well ! they survived but still the wound that Nadeem’s death caused to him , accompanied him until his death . I never saw him in person , all I know about him is what she had told me and Indeed he was a great friend . He spend his last breaths repenting over his bestie’s death . He wrote many letters and diary entry describing his guilt and pain . These letters led my great grand mother figure out that ‘ Destiny has its own plans for everyone and no one can change it’ . His guilt never provided him peace not even when his soul was about to leave his body . There is a sying that Let the bygones be the bygones and live now !

It’s okay

Whether you are happy or not ! Whether you are rich or not !

Life never fails anyone and I’m sure your time to shine would surely come

Till then wait and smile and remember everything is alright .

Do what is needed and smile to gain strength coz I know that pain will soon end

It’s okay , where you are now coz hustle wouldn’t get you anywhere !

Why thinking about morrow ?

In this very moment why you are thinking about morrow ? Why don’t you leave your past behind and why your mind have anxiety about morrow? All of this is because you are not mature enough to accept the fact that comparing yourself with others is not going to boast you up !

Stop this bad habit now and accept that universal fact that you are different from others ..

Be positive and Stay Blessed!😊

A Short Note πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜Š

Past teaches you a lesson and we must only remember that lesson and let go of all the bad memories and events . By doing so we change our frequency and life becomes positive . Always remember people who are positive , doesn’t mean problems never come to their life , yes they do face problems like you are facing now but they does not let the negativity destroy their future…

What you are feeling now , decides your future ! How are you now?

Stay blessed and positive

Pari Paulastya

Live Now!!!

Live as if there’s no tomorrow. You are born to be you freely and fully. People would tend to let you down but remember that more you have faith in you , the more god would help you.

This moment now carries all its power,

Feel alive than his blessings will shower ,

Enjoy every bit of this moment and bring every worry of past and future to postponement.,

Don’t ask me why thee not happy , coz you find worries and reasons to be un happy….

Feel the positive vibe inside youπŸ‘ΌπŸ‘Ό

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